Where Literature Meets the Infinite

The Loom & the Silence

A sanctuary for slow, deliberate contemplation, where memory, grief, human struggle, and the silence of higher powers are given room to speak.

A LITERARY SPACE

For questions that refuse to die.

These pages pull at the threads of memory, confront difficult questions of purpose and endurance, and follow the intimate cartography of human grief without resorting to easy answers.

Books by Rajiv Mudgal

Fiction, philosophy, memory, and myth.

These Books are stunningly original work that invites you to slow down, look inward, and examine the profound movements of your own life's chronology.

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Autobiographical Novel

The Gods Have Gone Silent

Devtaon ka Maun

A philosophical journey through non-dual Vedanta, modern India, spiritual struggle, existence, and the silence of higher powers.

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Poetic Novel

O Yasmeen...

A Cartography of Grief

A literary meditation on Partition, diaspora, love, exile, memory, and the borders that grief draws across land, body, silence, and time.

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Novel

A Boy Once Waited at the House of Death

Kālidāsa's Letters to Dignāga

A boy waits at Death’s threshold and discovers that the deepest inheritance is not an answer, but a question that refuses to die.

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About Rajiv Mudgal

The Author

Rajiv Mudgal

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Rajiv Mudgal is an Indian author whose life and work are deeply shaped by an early departure from home

At the age of ten, he left home and wandered into the wilderness

This experience later became the foundation of his work examining human struggle and the silence of higher powers.

From the Journal

Essays & Reflections

O Yasmeen… Book Launch

 





The “Why” of O Yasmeen…


I wrote O Yasmeen... to bypass the forensic history of 1947, for example, who killed whom, where the border lies—and replace it with love, loss and  spiritual cartography. The novel opens in Chand’s Tea House, a metaphysical space that wasn’t "built" but “arrived” between a cobbler’s stall and a heap of broken radios. Here, the visitors are not merely characters but archetypes of moral injury, and the book itself becomes a testament to the dignity of the unfinished.

In most trauma literature, the goal is “recovery”. They attempt to put the pieces back together. O Yasmeen... argues the opposite. My protagonist, Bose, fails precisely because he tries to “repair” the past, to find Aslam, to recover Yasmeen, to suture a wound that history intended to stay open. The book posits that some betrayals, like the Partition, are absolute. To try to “fix” them is to lie about their gravity.

This narrative establishes a moral boundary: we do not own the pain of others. We cannot narrate it away, fix it, or redeem it; we can only witness it. This book  is a prayer for those who have no country, a post-testimonial liturgy for the millions who lost their homes and identities and were told to “move on” by new nations. This book exists to say: your grief is valid, even if and especially if—it has no resolution.

I thank everyone who took time out of their busy lives to attend the book launch and graced us with their esteemed presence.


Disclaimer

Vedanta was never meant to be sugar coated. If ‘Devtaon ka Maun’ doesn’t make you tremble with fear then you have not experienced the silence of the Gods….You have been warned.


What is the core of all my writings

Can Darkness light itself

Anṛta (अनृत) is a Sanskrit term whose basic meaning is “not ṛta”, that is, what is contrary to ṛta (ऋत).

Anṛta is not simply a lie. It is a structural untruth, a condition in which speech, perception, institutions, and inherited ideas become separated from ṛta, the order of reality. The crucial feature is that anṛta does not usually announce itself as false. It appears rational, orderly, useful, and even inevitable from within the system that produces it.

Psycho-History and Anṛta

Psycho-History and anṛta are inseparable in Rajiv Mudgal’s work. If Psycho-History asks how history enters the human mind and continues to shape perception, memory, identity, institutions, and action, anṛta describes the condition in which that inheritance becomes distorted and begins to reproduce itself as truth. Anṛta is therefore not merely something that happens in history. It is something that can become embedded in the consciousness through which history is subsequently experienced and reproduced.